Another Day Another Year

I make it a point to update this space every year on this day. Even when I have nothing to say, even when things are shitty, even when things are good.

Wonder when I am going to stop updating altogether......

One of those days

Birds blanketed my car with poop.........check

Almost everyone in office treating me like their personal bitch.......check

Equipment at work failed at a curcial moment....check

Its going great so far........yeah right

What I want to say....

I have been quiet over an issue close to my heart. Recently I left the forums of the hobby group that I usually meet up for every 2 weeks for the last 4 and a half years. I was pissed at the actions of some of the members whereby they started to put 'stuff' in their tanks to enhance the weapon on their tanks.

What I am more pissed is the IMPOTENCY of the so called owners of the club. For the past 3 yrs or so, I have been running most of the club functions and trying hard to 'sell' the club to other forums to try to gain more members to join us.

I have been running most of the show, as the other 2 so-called owners are 'too busy' with life. Like I am not busy with 'life' huh? It is your failure to sort your own life that made you 'too busy' to begin with. They even promised to resolve this issue of teh illegal modification. But till now they have never did so. Did I mentioned they are impotent as leaders?

Even after I left I had never held it against the owners on their short comings till now. 1st they accused me of trying to create my own kingdom, what the main owner too stupid to realise that everytime he gave a directive, like what kind of game format we shld play or where we shld play or how we shld play, i will put it to action for him.

WTF is that? Me creating my own kingdom? I just want to organise fun games where everyone can enjoy and can go home happy.

Now they accuse me of philsing, they say I create a new acct just to wreck havoc in their forums. Since that very day they deleted my acct till now I have not gone in as a member. I also refrained from going in as a guest to view the war raging there.

I heard that they even thought I hacked into a certain other member's acct and started posting on his behalf. Really?!! Do they have such a low opinon of me? At least I am not a balding old man whom has business ethics of a pirate. Whatever, I hope they really go fuck themselves now. They have really proven to me how self serving they are.

Last note, all those newbies that they are currently driving away, really is their own doing. I wish to say I could take credit for that but, I always give credit where its due.

Yet again

Another slip road

Another accident

Another kiss on the backside

Seems like ppl just love to hit my car from the back. 3 accidents and all are from behind, maybe my ass is too irresistable and thus the mechanic back humping.

Oh well another week without a car.

Do you want to live life or just Exist?

Somehow I got this question at the back of my head teh whole morning.

The Simple answer is we all want to LIVE life, but sometimes I can't help but think that most of us are just mearly exsiting for the sake of the next day.

So how does one change that?

Mod vs Stock

You know its funny how ppl will turn a hobby into something more than that when they start doing shit to screw others over

Instead of playing fair, some ppl have resorted to making 'stories' for their stuff so they can use it in our meets. So someone starts to add a mod so that they can be more competitive over someone whom has stock parts.

I wonder how that works, why dun you just admit that you suck at it and we can get over with it already. To actually add stuff to make your gun more potent really shows that you are compensating for something else that might not be shooting.

I believe in skill over technology anyday, but it sucks that the technology helps them so much that it makes it no longer fun for the rest. So is this a hobby anymore?

In the end of the day, I got only one thing to say, play fair or don't play.

Story of my life

Every other day....

I find yet another paint mark and dent left on my car door by someone whom opens his door too hard.....

I find yet another part missing form my hobby piece....

I find yet another deep scratch on my car that I have no idea who left and have to repair....

I find yet another thing of mine malfunctioning and needs to be fixed......

.....just the story of my life......