Mental Warfare

After reading Jane's Mental warfare, it kind of reminding me of a time long ago when i was in my more flirty mode and aspired to be a player. Of course I could never be one, lacking in both the charm and money dept. That was more than 2 years ago, yes I know 2 yrs might not be a long time ago to most of you, but in my book, life is short, so 2 years is heck of a long time to me. This was when I was tired of my mundane life I had then, and of course before Lil miss whiney came along.

Anyway back to the story. Oh yes, I was remembering those days when I got to know a certain Janice when newsroom was still around. This girl is what I would say teh mother of all mind fuckers. When I 1st got to know her, she made me buy many round of drinks with her and even tried to get each other drunk, but at the end of the night all I managed to do was to give her a lift home and thats it.

I met her in a club, yes a lot of warning bells coming right off now about how meeting a girl in a club is like knowing the harms of taking drugs and still takingthem anyway. I was young then, wanted to have 'fun', yet for somereason, I never got to have my 'fun'. Oh well maybe I am the world's most unluckiest person

Oh yeah, the mindfucking part. I would see this girl the next few weeks in the said club that I go and she would at times ignore me. When teh older guys got tired of her and shun her, she would then try to gather my attention by dropping me an sms saying hi and why I did not tok to her, which i would curtly reply to her that I did not say hi coz she seemed to be having fun with some other guys.

Yet at times she would initiate by asking me to join her for a few rounds of drinks. All this time when I tried a few advances, I get shot down. Then one night I decided to move on and we had a party at the said place, this time we had a few SYTs (Sweeter, Younger, Tighter things) and she saw me that night. Even when she had her older man group surrounding her, she had to sms me to ask me to go over to say hi. My replies was, 'Later', which made her mad.

Then later when the night was winding down, she decided to come up to me and chat me up. I was at that point uninterested in her from that point on, and she started asking me if I was sending her home that night, which in term I said, 'you got all your guys here dyingto send you home, I think I will pass tonite'. Feeling defeated, she then proceed to give me a hug and a peck on my cheek. All this time I have known her, I never got a hug nor a peck and all of a sudden she throwns herself on me. At that moment Iknew it was time to go and move, the player's world is not for me as its too complicated for a simple me.

You know its going to be a bad day......

when this bus driver of bus 198 decided that I am driving an invisible car when he forced his way into my lane. The fucker saw me moving off and was just next to his bus, buut becoz he wanted to speed and was late(i think) he decided that he will swerve into my lane and hope I braked and let him go. Horning the CHEEBYE fucker did not disuade him from coming straight in. So I had to relent, why you say? Coz the cheebye fucker knows that he is driving a huge ass double decker bus that does no belong to him.

I almost wante dto chase him into the bus bay drag his ass into the SBS office and make sure his ass got fired, but I was in a rush for time. You must be thinking that I shld be compasionate coz he got a family to feed. I say let the fucker and his brood die, why keep sure an person who has no concern abt other ppl's lives, thus why let his brood continue their existence for they too will learn the same uncaring mannerisum of this fucker.

Why I hate working with certain ppl at work.

I asked if I was working this thursday nite since I was taking his monday's nite class and he answered calmly t5hat I was and that I did not need to do any nite class next week. Of course no nite class next week lah, coz there was none to begin with as its the term break for the special program. But yet he did not know that I still had 1 nite class that week coz, the normal semster is still going on.

So all in all I am working 4 nights this week coz this self centered ass of a certain race(not going to mention which) only sees the nite classes that I am doing for the special program and not those that I am doing for the normal semseter. Yes I sure am looking forward to the 3 nites till 10pm and one nite till 8pm this week, oh goodie.

You kind of wonder why there are such ppl in existence that they can benefit from your suffering withou any guilt and make a hell a lot of noise when they are teh ones suffering just a lil bit. Its ok I must show I am better then these asses that always only look at themselves. Like the other time they excused him from taking leave during semster, the reason they say is that he just got married and they shld give him some leeway, HELLO I too got married abt the same time as that ass, you dun see anyone giving me any leeway do you? Its a racist thing I tell you and yet no one says a thing abt seditious laws when it happens to me. Oh well I just have to endure it and STFU else I might be put away.

Coz in the ened the law helps certain races mroe than others, so I can do is twiddle my thumbs or put them up my own ass.

Edit : Ok I may have looked unreasonable when i accpeted the duty on monday nite and then complained abt it. The thing was, whenteh prospect of working on monday nite came about, this colleague of mine tried to look nice in front of the rest by stating that due to the situation, he would trade teh mondays for my thursday, I just told him to do the necessary changes and inform me. Now I am doing both monday and thurs nite this week, so, did I misinterpreted somewhere that I am supposed to do both nites making my work week a 4 night work week. Also to elaborate further, he can come in late during teh week when he has no duties, unlike my side, I have duties everyday at 10am, so I have to be at work from 830am till 10pm for 3 days a week. Yes my life just got more interesting.