Saturday, May 20, 2006

Morons in the campus

While queing for food, these 2 guys were having this convo behind me.

Guy A: What you want to drink

Guy B: I think I will have something healthy

Guy A: Which is?

Guy B: I think i will have a fruit shake.

Guy B(carries on): You know, a chocolate shake

Guy A: chocolate?

Guy B: you know, chocolates are fruits right, they come from plants, cocoa beans to be exact, thus its a fruit, so I am going to have a fruit shake.

Guy A: ....

Hey dumbass, if chocolate is a fruit so are potatoes. To think this is the future of our country, gawd save us all.

Work On Saturday Anyone?

Just like that I cornered myself into having to work on sat. Its fine I said, when I told them I will have to come down just in case there are screw ups. Sometimes I think I am too nice to ppl, I shld have wiggle myself out of coming back on sat and ask my colleague to do it instead.

But i needed the off hours that it gave so, here I am on a lonely sat morning in my cubicle waiting for that just in case phone call. I could have used this time to do something better, like constructing of my current(and old) submarine I used to play it. It needs some reworking.

Recently one of my flying buddies asked me if I wanted to go into rc tanks. We went down to marina square to get to know the tank ppl there and I was very interested. Only problem is, getting one of these tanks will set me bak somewhere from 700 - 1300. Which i do not have unless I decide to sell my backside by which that is selling it many many many tiems...you get the idea.

Thus I decided to shelf that idea and any other spending money ideas for a long time, hoping to amass the amout of money needed for the tank. I think 6 mths to a yr if I am discipline. Guys have it tough, money wun drop from teh sky and no one will offer to give a guy stuff, unless he looks like a toy boy. Then maybe some old ah ma will buy stuff for him.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

True Friends

I haven been blogging lately not becoz I am lazy, not becoz I have nothing to say and not becoz my lif eis boring. There is lot to say but a lot of the time I feel that I could not say them as close friends reading my blog will get hurt reading the raw truth.

But alas, i am only human and can contain that much and like the now famoose cowboy caleb would say, I got no voice but have to scream. Thus i feel teh need to burst out now.

Dear Friend

I dun know if you are reading this or not, but in recent months things have not been going well for you. Though i know its a hard time for you , but as a true friend I feel the need to point out these issues with you. Though I know you hate to hear them and will probably close this window up to this point.

Now, if you have not closed this window, let me continue. I know you know your faults better than anyone, or so you think, but sometimes you have to let third parties whom have a clearer perspective of things going ard you, whose view is not clouded by the emotional tainted lenses you sometimes see from, give you their views. They do so not to mock you or even gloat at you , but in hopes that you will see the err in your ways.

You once said that you have too much pride and now again your pride is getting in the way of things, when we ask you of certain problems, you tend to tell me that you said that you do not want to talk abt it. Is this what a matured young person as yourself shld be saying or doing. I agree, your problems are yours to solve, but think of it this way, if you are really sincere abt solving them wun it be better toking abt it, finding solutions for them, instead of hoping that they will be solved by themselves.

I know you do not like or even wun go into something that will be deemed a failure, but in life its failures that make us grow, like the saying, one whom live life not wanting to fail, or even run away when its heading that direction, will normally end up as a failure in life. Being a close friend, I do not want that to happen to you, yet you feel that I am just tryingto make you upset.

This other thing I must mention is that other time when I was sending you and your good friend home, on the way back, the 2 of you were viaing for 'airtime' to voice whose day sucked worst, during that nite you know wad conclusion I had, of the 2 of you? I felt that both of you are really self centered. I know this must be a huge shock to you and you will think that you are the most selfless person in teh world, but really, are you?

The there is this thing abt your double standards, it is connected to you being self centered, why is it that you can commit those mistakes while others can't? Or why do you see things so clearly when you give advice to your friends but you are so clouded in yoru own problems? Coz you cannot handle things crashing down and wun accept them. It hurts, but its the truth.

I know you hate to judge ppl, and therefore hate to be judged and I know that you think I am judging you rite now. I am only human and beleive me, you do judge too, when you impose your double standards on others, its form of judging. I am sure you will deny that though, knowing you.

I know that you may not want to speak to me after this and there is a prospect of losing a friend, yet I feel compelled to tell you these things as I do want you to be a better person in future. Anyway I dun have much friends to begin with and if you choose to not be one of mine in future, so be it.

Yours truthfully
Your friend

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

A day gone wrong

On Friday nite the Sassy one invited the whiney one and me to watch a movie. Due to some confusion of what movie to watch, they picked the least cheesy sounding film, Hostel, well, as you know, its a gory flick peppered with lots of nudity and such, trying to make the film more intellectual.

There were 2 cring factors of the movie, the gore and teh horrible acting/script. Me I hate gore that is too graphical, the Sassy one did not expect it to be this bad and teh whiny one kept laughing at the horrible script.

Needless to say we only stayed for ard 15 mins before decided to leave, not until the sassy one started to tear at the gory scenes.

Somehow the day seemed weird as drivers are driving more reckless than usual and everyone seemed to be gathering at mustafas as the crowd there was unbearable. As some of you have alrdy read in the sassy blog that some nigger(no racist comment there, but for no better word) wanted to know, I mean said his friend wanted to know her, thinking that all asian women wants to bed a black man, hur hur hur.

The nite was peppered with mishaps too insignificant to blog abt and we decided to call it an early nite b4 more major mishaps happened.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

MSN fuck up

I had to reinstall windows on my work pc today, then all of a sudden after reformatting and all, the pw fro my usual msn nick does not work. I am sure I did not change my pw at any point of time but for some reason, msn wun let me sign in citing that I have put the wrong address or password.

So then I am going to forgo my old e-mail and leave it to rot, nothing impt there anyway execpt for msn, thus, I hav ea new account on msn and its address is my usual gmail address and for all my friends whom know my gmail account pls, update ur msn and add me to your contacts, else you will never see me online again.

I am frustrated and tired.

You know they always tell you not to use cookies, I am glad I did at home, got home and used cookies to get into my account, got in and was able to change my password. I got back my msn account and you guy can ingore this whole post.