Heavy Rain

While driving to work, it started to rain and soon it became a freaking downporu. Traffic as usual slowed down, something about the rain and the drivers in sillypore that dun get along. Everytime it rains, ppl will drive at 50km/h no matter which lane they are on in the expressway, but I digress.

Somewhere I remembering that someone used to say that rain is like silver needles, todays rain looks more like silver arrows. Each huge bolt hitting my windscreen and ending with a splatter.

On other news, yesterday was 'Happy no bonus day', the ppl in the office went ard wishing each other that, of course with a load of sarcasm added to it. Not sure if anything good will come from this, but if things do not improve here, I suspect that there will be a mass job hunt soon.

Maturity

I was wrong that I thought that the ppl in cyberspace are matured enuff to be more sensible when posting comments, and our dear anon(yes I like to spell it that way you dipshit) has proven me wrong.

LMW has this msg to you, whomever you are, she says 'fuck yourself and suck your own cock' that is if you have any. She has also convinced me that since the poster has the mental age of a 5 yr old, I shall heed her advice and on only allowing registered users to post comments.

It was fun while it lasted but her arguments about how cowardly and loserish you are, so I shan't even bother with you. Point I noted, before correct ones english do look at yourself, you don't really come to me as having immaculate english either, ph well the pot gets blacker each day.

What I think about Blogging

Mr/Miss Anon dropped another comment again, yes its still anon, I seemed to have touched a nerve somewhere, trying to tell me off about teaching him/her how to live his/her life. Well well well, aren't we the pot calling the kettle black, yet I am not tryingto teach you whatever youthink I want to teach you, I dun care how you live your life, you can fucking die for all I care, maybe be an anorexic or bulemic and give your parents grief or rob a bank and get shot up or sleep around till you get HIV, I dun fucking care.

Funny as to how I don't go around to other people's blogs and leave anon comments and trying to tell them off or how fucked up they are. Maybe its just me, maybe I beleive that everyone has their gawd given write to be as 'full of shit' as they want. Me, I dun care what they do to their lives. I am only there for the entertainment value, yes you are right, I am one sick puppy, at least I dun ride my high horse trying so hard to teach people import life lessons. As so I shall reveal what I perceive as a blog, so as to shut the trap of all those angry anons out there.

A blog is a place where a person just wants to write whatever they want, be it true or not, most of tehtime a lot of bloggers out there just want to update friends on their daily misadventures. If some stranger wanders by and reads, then so be it. For me, at no time I want to wirte as though I am a victim, what teh fuck for? getthe pity of some strange weirdo out there? Or some twisted mind that has a even more twisted sense of justice that just wants to tell everyone off and tell them that they should shut the fuck up?(yes I am talking about you).

In some way you are right about me, I am sooooo full of shit, and so are you(for writing that piece of lump you call a comment, paragraphs and spacing helps sooth the eyes) in fact every human on the face of the earth are walking shit bags, we eat and we shit, thats life, get used to it. Let me get back to topic.

I write my frustrations, the shit(that term again!) that happens to me. Shit that happens to my friends(if any) and family. When bad things happen, I write about it, gawd knows I only write about all the unhappy stuff, but that is my outlet. Not like if you throw 10000 comments at Xiaxue on how shitty she is, it will affect her or change her way of thinking(gawd knows we have tried) yet its her right to blog the way she wants to less it involves the law or a law suite then its her problem and then that would be her payback.

Yet what I write here in this little corner of cyber space has gotten you so so worked up, in a way it amuses me, not that the way y ou write, but at how small your mind is that get so worked up on cyberspace and on my blog at that, a place where you have no footing to begin with.

Over the weekend, LMW and I had quite a heated discussion over this matter snd she pointed out one thing, that is that ppl, when they see something they disagree and when there is a comment button, they will indefinitely click on it and leave some form of comment no matter what, esp when its on an issue that they are so passionate about. The only thing that puzzles me is that most of these high horse riders are all anonnymous, what riding that fucking high horse so much that it gives you a wedggie so far up you ass crack that you forget to leave a name? Ok nuff with the insults else whomever it is might develop high blood pressure or something and get a heart attack.

The point I am getting is, that I dun see the point of leaving a comment, esp negative ones on someone ELSE's blog, thus I am some what 'amused' that this person has the gonads to try to 'scold' the blog author about something he wrote, yet no gonads to leave a name and definitely lack of forsight to even start this.

Lastly, I dun see the point of trying to victimise oneself on his own blog, if you ppl put there think that a blog is trying to do that then you guys are just judgemental pricks out there. Why the hell would one do that, get sympathy votes? Become more popular? Does not work that way man, this is not IRC and even if it was, you will be seen as an ass. Ppl write the way they write coz, it happens to them, again I must say, only small minds will think otherwise.

Its just funny that why ppl tend to get so mad and want to leave a comment that reveals their mental age to be 5 when they can easily click on the lil X on the top of the window and delete the link to my blog. Humans are funny in that way.

Just won't give up ya?

As i said, will the morons whom got a problem with my blog please leave, if you got nothing else to do butto try to put a dent into my ego or whatever fuck fantasy you have that you think you can affect me, please do give up.

No matter what the fuck you say in those little comments you leave me, you think you can hurt me or even affect me? Then you are more pathetic than you say others are. At least anyone else who has half a brain to even want to leave comments will at least do it in good taste, that is to at least leave a freaking name so that at least, your target knows who is it that has this irrate hate for him/her.

But no, you as a coward only dare to leave comments about how pathetic this or any other blog you read, or how self centered the blog owner is , yada yada. But in the actual fact you seem the most pathetic as you don't even dare to leave a name or moniker to identify yourself. What?!! mama did something to your self esteem when you are young? Dun dare to put your name on a comment you so tenaciously thought up that you think you can change teh mindset of the blog owner?

Well boofuckinghoo, get a fucking life and thank you for stopping by, now then the exit is the little small x on the top rite hand corner, I hope you enjoyed your stay and dun fucking come back

Humans...Bah!

I have officially lost faith in ppl, yet again some idiot have the audacity to hit some others person's car inteh parking lot(no less) and just drive off without leaving a contact number. I think only in Sillypore(maybe most of asia) does this happen. The usual practice is to leave your card or something if you made a boo boo and hit someone's car in the parking lot so that YOu can correct the mistake you made(by paying for damages or some other means) but no.... the ppl here act as though we are in a third world country, running away the moment they did something wrong.

I remembered that day when I got the new look on the bumper of my new car, I was parked next to a toyota camry, one of those bigger cars that supoosed 'educated' ppl drive, well at least someone whom is earning enuff to drive one. Yet this person has no sense of responsibilty to leave a contact number knowing that he/she had rubbed cheeks with my car. I take what I said back about uneducated ppl in the few post ago, that I got scratch by a lorry person. The problem is not about education, its about ppl.

I feel that the ppl in Sillypore is getting more egocentric, everything is about themselves, me me me, nothing else, they will never place the blame one themselves even when the evidence is incriminating. It does not help that now with the advert of blogs(yes I know the irony of me writing this point down in my blog), ppl tend to express their egocentric nature even more. Adding fuel to the fire is that a lot of fans help stroke the egos of certain bloggers to a point that they think they never ever do anything wrong and its their god given rite to do it, including murder.

Then there are those whom have no other business but to make it their personal mission to put any and every one down on their blogs, only problem is these farkers, like those whom hit your car inteh car park and run, leave no name to identify them with. I mean if you got the guts to leave such a nasty comment, do have the nads to leave your fucking name. At least it gives your target a name to curse your next generation whom will be borned with no backside or something. Come on, take responsiblity for your own actions and admit to them.

It is sad that on this day so close to national day, I realise that we are now but a nation of scheming cowards whom like sto stab others inteh back and not admiting to them even when caught. It makes me so 'proud' to be a Sillyporean

My blog still attracts morons.....

Nuff said....

Dear annonymous, please leave a name next time so I got someone to insult.

Else you can don't read my blog and get a fucking life.

Scratched....

I knew it was trouble when I saw that lumbering fat woman gettng out of her lorry trying so carefully not to let her door hit my car, WHEN I WAS STILL IN MY CAR. But when I got back to my car there was a scratch where her lorry door would have opened. Nah Beh what the fuck is wrong with the ppl in AMK, why are they so inconsiderate, worse, why do they act like lowly educated morons. When got ppl in the car act all careful, when the owner of the car is not ard they dun care and slam their door open with impunity

Royally Screwed

You know, the feeling that you get when you buy a product that advertises that it does something, for example a vaccum cleaner, cleans by suction. To have it break down and then when you send it for repair, the service center 'improves' it so that you need to manually operate a pump that creates the suction for the vaccum, this is how many of us feel now.

I have been working for a certain educational institue, lets call it Institute A for a lack of a better term, for at least the past 7 years or so. I know I am getting into my comfort zone and getting too comfortable with life there to want to move. Then just recently, due to 'change of the structure' of our organization, they decided not to follow the guidelines of the bonus that teh civil sector is getting this coming July. In fact no bonus will be given coz they are still in discussions with the so called 'union' about our pay packages.

Its funny, but since when do ppl cut off the allowances for their children when teh parents fight? To add insult to injury, Institue A booast better facilites and competitiveness that andother Institue called, Institue B, but yet, Institue B is not only giving their staff the said 'July bonus + 200' (as stated in the newspaper for civil sector) they are also giving an 8% increment to their staff that are at the same pay scale as me.

WTF, so being the better Institue deems to pay their staff less? How does that work eh? I tot by paying teh staff a more competitive pay or at least the same as the others would mean that you would get better people or at least on par with the other institue staff to work for you. How in hell does this all translate to lower pay and no bonus? How the hell do they intend to remain competitive when all their lower tier staff feel like leaving now they have been shove hard up the ass?

I really hope that this is not some kind of late April fool's joke, as I needed the money, money that I knew I should not have givien my father, to tide me over for the new car(which I had yet to pay my mum back for) Its bad enuff that i have to put up woth family screwing me, now I get royally screwed ny my company too....life is just getting better ain't it?

Music Part II

Was watching MTVasia yesterday and came across this song by travis, somehow the MTV is little weird but the song is stuck in my head.



Its a pretty nice song though I search thru the rest of their songs, none of them grows on me like this one does.